On laying in bed all day and ignoring the cat's cries

The rain took away everything else;
it didn't matter so much because
all i wanted to do was look at you watching me
stare at you

And it's not as if I tried,
but I knew that if I had,
I wouldn't have been able to find
anything
else
that mattered

I forgot my bones had broken
retreated back to bed
And I too
want to be awake for this.